well, personally, despite all of the crap, i think some things did get resolved. at least, that's my hope.
the sae swap was fun. bowling = good times, but i love how some people will do anything to be able to have a beer in their hand. honestly.
i never seem to stop worrying about some things and there are some things i never worry about.
some good news is that i have a week and a half left of this semester. i'll have about 2-3 weeks before presession starts. that lasts 15 days at 3 hours a day, 5 days a week... but after june 5, MY SUMMER WILL OFFICIALLY BEGIN.
i'm letting all that is negative in my life hit the door. i am done. done, done, done. life. is. good.
i cleaned my car, in and out yesterday. 2 hours after i cleaned it, a bird had already shat on it. today? more bird shit. stupid birds.
i am just NOT tired for some reason.
instead, i'll ramble.
i love thomas. how's that for rambling? more and more, i'm learning to appreciate all of the small things in life. i don't let things consume me in the way that they used to. i'm trying, anyway. i guess this what old people call... "maturing." i want to go to bonaroo. i want to graduate. i want to get married outside in bare feet. i want to live in a big house and have kids. i want to dance. i want to share secrets and laughs over hearty meals and wine with lots of friends. i want to love, love, love.
i want everyone else to let go of everything. stop doing what you're doing. stop saying what you're saying. stop being the victim. just apologize. move along.
this is almost over for me, but i know what they mean when they say it's just beginning.
stop blaming everyone else.
i hope you find what it is you think you're missing. first, i hope you realize you won't find it in a guy. what i've learned from love is that it's not something you've ever been missing. it's something that's always been there but needed the right moment to flourish. i hope you realize that sex won't fill what you think you're missing. it won't make him respect you. it won't make him want to be with you. it won't make him love you. oh, and it's true what they say about having to respect and love yourself before anyone else will.
oh, and when you realize that what you have is something that could only happen once in a lifetime, my god, nurture and cherish it. don't cheat on the one you say you love.
doing what you're doing because everyone else does it is makes you look like nothing more than a fool.
go to class. learn. there are a LOT of people out there who never get the chance to go to college. take advantage of the opportunity you were given. read a book. ask questions. contemplate.
eat breakfast. it really helps me out.
take the scenic route... even if it eats up more gas and it's $2.71 a gallon.
be nice. sincerely nice.
get married young. grow old together. die happy and fulfilled.
sing really loudly to music. on or off-key, it doesn't matter.
don't take things too personally. laugh at yourself.
most importantly, when your head hits the pillow at the end of the day, know that you lived that day in the best way possible. when you wake up the next morning, do it all over again.